Friday, May 17, 2013

Welcome Stephen Olander - Author of Kendra

This week I welcome author Stephen Olander author of Kendra. Stephen Olander has been writing erotic fiction since 2006. His erotic writing is about as personal as it gets since these stories are essentially his most intense sexual fantasies. Stephen has kindly offered a copy of Kendra to a reader who will be chosen at random. If you're interested in a copy, please let us know in the comments. 

Moving on to some questions for Stephen: 


What was the hardest part for you when working on your book?

Writing my first Male/Male love scene. It was really difficult for me because I am much more turned on when there's a woman in the mix either joining in or watching my male lovers with lust and fascination in her eyes. As a man who is only bicurious, it wasn't easy to put myself into the place of my characters to write that chapter. I missed having a woman there. There are actually four distinct M/M encounters in the book but the others are being observed by a woman or two.

Where do you get your ideas?

My erotic stories are essentially my own sexual fantasies. Over the years my thoughts have gone to a lot of different places and writing them down has been a pretty healthy experience for me. Being able to sell them for a little spending money is just the cherry on top. :-)

What are your thoughts on marketing and social-media?

I'm really grateful to social media for putting me in touch with like-minded writers who appreciate what goes into writing romance and erotica. They've been very supportive and helpful.

Who is, hands down, the sexiest actor of all time?

Male: George Clooney. Female: Christina Hendricks

Do you write under a nom de plume?

Absolutely.

Who would you go gay/straight for?

I actually answer that question on my blog in a post titled "The Exception To The Rule."

How important is it for you to keep your life as a writer and your private life separate?

Very important. I live in a somewhat conservative community and the last thing I need is people making judgments about me for something that we all do: have sexual fantasies. The only difference between me and them is that I take the time to write them down and share them with others.

If you were going to cast the main characters of your book, who would get the part?

Again, I answer this question on my blog in the post "The Casting Couch."

Do you have a mentor?

I would have to say my good friend SammyJo Hunt has given me more encouragement, advice and guidance than anyone else since I started publishing my erotic writing.

How do you feel about self-publishing?

It's kind of a double-edged sword. If you have the patience to edit your work, receive critique and properly prepare your story to be read, it's great! If you're the type to vomit up a crappy first draft and publish it as is, that can be really annoying. Especially to your readers.

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Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Welcome Carol Bond writing as Ellen Mae Franklin - Author of The Unseen Promise


I am especially pleased to welcome Carol Bond writing as Ellen Mae Franklin. I am especially interested in world building at the moment - something this author has a great deal of experience with. So without anymore blahblahblah from me, Carol Bond. 

Tarkeenia is a world I created for my first book, The Unseen Promise. It is a wonderful place to write in. I have wandered its many paths for years now and still to this day I am learning more about its inhabitants and its alien beauty. I love conversing with The Unseen Promise’s characters and marvel each time I sit to write, at the story as it has over the years, unfolded into a complex journey with many shades of light and dark.

            The Unseen Promise is the first book in what has become the Tarkeenia Sagas. I found as I took to writing, like a duck does to water, that I am a Panster by nature. This series will more than likely take on the shape of three separate books.

            I did not choose to become a writer, since raising a family and working was my world before words. But, I will say that like everyone who writes, I wish I had done this all my life. It all started with a single character, his dream and a message that I wanted to convey. From there, The Unseen Promise took shape and colour. I believe, that I have achieved a complex weave of fascinating scenarios, with characters who, bicker and love, scheme and delight, offering you, the reader an insight to a world on the brink of chaos. As part of my introduction, here is the opening of my story.

       In the beginning
         What is curiosity? Is it a beginning or is it an ending? Should you embrace it or do you shut your eyes and pray for the love of whatever god you hold close that it disappears? It is a thing without limitations and restraints, for it carries no conscience, other than what its bearer holds. So I ask, should it be valued or feared? For it begs to be heard and it never, ever, no matter how much you should wish it, offers even the smallest measure of mercies.
         Even the gods feel the tug of its call, its alluring charm. All except for one, he believed that he alone held its secrets, and valued curiosity as a favorite trinket to be kept close until such time, as it was needed.
So, be warned friend, for to answer its call - curiosity’s enticing song - it must be with wide eyes and a steady heart, for trouble always follows.           

            I decided during the writing process to take on a pen name. I have chosen the middle names of my three children, Ellen Mae Franklin.

            I am currently doing my best to keep my head above water. Working hard on three different projects, the second book in the Tarkeenia Sagas. It is called - It’s not the Bite that kills you. I am also, co-writing with a very talented UK Author, Pete Emmerson on a fantasy series. We have not given our project a name it is still a work in progress.
            My other project is a group effort. I am co-founder of an Australian group of writers and authors, 34 in total and we are working on writing short stories for Australian themed anthologies. We are called Terra Australis and the anthologies we are producing will be published late August this year.

            Reading have, always been a very important part of my life and one that I carry with great pride today. The worlds that Enid Blyton created for me, had me reading long after I heard, lights out! From there on in the power of words captured my heart and mind. I progressed to other authors and more complex storylines. The love, I have for this genre shows in my writing and the endless meanderings I put to paper. Authors that have inspired and influenced my writing style are many, but to name a few that stand out as giants are in order, Joe Abercrombie - for me this author has taken fantasy to a new level. The story he creates, are complex, gritty, violent and colourful. I have learnt a great deal from his books, character development and dialogue.
George RR Martin, Fiona McIntosh, Ian Irvine, Guy Gavriel Kay, Julian May, Stephen Donaldson, Robert Jordon, Robin Hobb, Sara Douglass are to name a few that have given me years of enjoyment.

            I have from my many years of Field Merchandising come to understand, that all book covers must be visually compelling. All humans are visual creatures, so the artwork must stop a reader mid stride. I used the website Odesk to find a graphic artist I believed capable of illustrating quality fantasy. I chose Cristian Popa. He had an artistic eye, the creative ability and technique to portray my characters, as I visualized them.

            To close this wonderful interview, I would like to outline who I am. I was born and still live in Adelaide, Australia. For me, there is no place like home. The big 50 has come and gone, my children are adults, which leaves me time to indulge in the things I love, writing, reading, gardening and traveling. I get to spend quality time with the people I love.

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Friday, May 10, 2013

Welcome Sarah Daltry - Author of The Quiver of a Kiss



This week I welcome author Sarah Daltry - Author of The Quiver of a Kiss. Sarah has kindly offered a copy of The Quiver of a Kiss to a reader who will be chosen at random. If you're interested in a copy, please let us know in the comments. 

Moving on to some questions for Sarah: 


Interview Questions:

Did you always want to be an author?
I always wanted to write, although it was never something I expected to do publicly. I like writing; it helps relieve stress and helps me to quiet my mind.

Would you rather win the lottery, or end up writing the next big book?
You know, my first response was absolutely writing the next big book. Then I thought about it. If I won the lottery, I could write full time and I could have my fans and readers and I would not have to change anything or be demonized as a celebrity. So maybe that would be better. I am sure most famous authors would say that they would rather have the money without the fame!

What makes you despair?
There are a lot of assumptions about erotica writers and I don’t like most of them. For starters, I am not a prostitute nor am I a porn star. I write. I write sex, yes, but that does not mean that I am sleeping with every man or woman I meet because my characters do. Erotica is wish fulfillment at its finest. It has all of the experience of being all of these things without the problems. Also, I don’t hate women and don’t think women should be degraded and there are a number of women who hate me simply because I write stories like I do. That seems wrong.

Do you have only one WIP, or do you bounce around between projects?
Like everything else in my life, I tend to change my mind and move on to something else. It is good for me that writing is one of the few places where that is perfectly acceptable.

What are your thoughts on marketing and social-media?
I do not have the slightest idea what I am doing! I don’t want to be too pushy about my work, although I also want people to know it exists. I am learning so much because I don’t normally use any of these sites. I only use email for work! I have a small group of friends and we communicate via cell still so I have a hard time trying to navigate Facebook and Twitter. I say this as an apology to anyone I have annoyed or offended or will annoy or offend because of my poor social media etiquette.

Who would you go gay/straight for?
I feel like every woman says this but Angelina Jolie. She is so gorgeous. Also I feel like she would be incredible in the bedroom.

Are you in introvert or an extrovert?
I am introverted to an unreasonable degree. Maybe it is because I have to talk to people all the time at work, but I don’t actually talk much outside of my job. My friends are all outgoing and crazy, though, so that helps me. I would probably never leave my apartment otherwise except for work.

Where is your favorite place to write?
Usually I write in bed or on the couch on my laptop, but I like writing outside. When the weather is nice and it is not too late, I will take my laptop to the park or the beach when I am near water and write. I like the sounds of nature to keep me in the moment of the story.

Blurb: Helen of Troy is renowned in history as the face that launched a thousand ships, but who was she really? Did she truly choose to bring a city to its knees out of selfish lust? Was it more complicated than that? Helen is the bargaining tool of her brothers and her father. She learns of lust but is denied love until she is drawn to one of her suitors, a man named Odysseus. When her father decides, however, that she will marry Menelaus, Helen becomes a pawn for both her new husband and the gods. She manages to survive, however, until a young man from Troy, a city across the sea, ignites in her a passion that will be the destruction of empires. 

Excerpt:
I smile. The antics of my husband are forgotten for a moment as the three of us head to the stable. We ready the horses and are off into the day. There is not much talking as we ride; the steady rhythm of hoof beats drowns out anything else. We ride past the grove where Paris and I sat last night and I see him glance over at me. His smile is full of life; I warn myself not to get attached to him. I cannot allow myself to feel heartbreak again. I am a mother and I am the queen. I do not have time for selfish affections.

We ride to the river and rest the horses. Hermione goes to play in the water; Paris and I stay on shore and watch. The afternoon breeze surrounds us and the drone of insects fills the air with a comforting sound.

She has a great deal of spirit,” he observes.

She does,” I agree. “It is a frightening characteristic in a girl.”

I suppose most people would agree. But isn’t it wrong that this is the case?”

Are you trying to make me fall in love with you?” The words slip out before I can stop them. Paris looks at me, his eyes clouded, and confusion wrinkling his brow. I am immediately tempted to reach out to touch his bronze locks, his soft skin. I fall into his green eyes and allow myself the freedom to dream of his body.

Are you?”

Am I what?” I don’t usually go for playing coy, but Paris is leading me down a treacherous path and I am not sure I am ready for the consequences. My body is sensitive even to his words.

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Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Quiver-Kiss-Seduction-Helen-ebook/dp/B00C6PLI2Q/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1365878328&sr=8-1&keywords=quiver+of+a+kiss
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Thursday, May 9, 2013

Why I love the good and the bad when it comes to feedback

I always read emails from readers. 

Always. 

First - I'm not going to thank you for your prayers. I'm a deist that firmly believes in reincarnation and karma so it's a bit of a wasted effort from where I stand philosophically. I'm a good person because I want to be a good person and not because I'm being watched by some divine peeping Tom. Also - that I write literotica means I write literotica and not that I'm damned. I also write chapter books, YA, traditional romance, fantasy, and sci-fi. 

I read all emails from readers for the genuine feedback. 

Good and bad I like feedback. 

Genuine feedback. 

The "you suck because you wrote something better than I ever could and I'm actually really jealous so I'm writing this hateful little rant to try to make you feel some of my pain and share my inadequacies" emails are really transparent and kind of sad. 

But I still read them because someone took the time to write them and honestly I just feel a little sad for people that need to lash out for attention. 

The genuine feedback is what matters. 

For the positive feedback I do love the Livia Love Fest letters. Those really make my heart soar. I received one just about two weeks ago that made the time, the stress, the permanent laugh lines, and the sore neck worth the effort. Sometimes one of these hits my inbox just when I need it. And I keep them. 

For the constructive feedback I'm grateful. Feedback doesn't steer the course of my writing, but it does give me an idea whether or not I'm on the right track. It also helps me know if I've made a glaring error that needs to be pointed out to me. 

One of my Beta readers pointed out to me that I made a very blatant allusion to something very inappropriate in Memoirs of a Gigolo Volume Seven. Here's the kicker - I didn't even realize I had done it. When I went back and read the sentence as another person might, I was shocked. She was absolutely right. I'd inadvertently written something that could be read as very insulting. 

Yikes! I'm not above having a character act like a pig as long as it's keeping with their personality, but I don't want to inadvertently veer down that road. Unless it is purposeful, I don't feel a need to go there.

For the negative feedback, if it's genuine and not just meanspirited, I am thankful for that too. I don't like it, but it adds to the dialog.

This is why I love feedback.

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Welcome Shiralyn Lee - Author of The Dark Cully's Mistress and many many more fantastic books!!!


I am so pleased to welcome back one of my favorite people, author Shiralyn Lee. I first came across Shiralyn in the writing circles we both run around in and through recommendations from reader friends. Her first title I read The Submissive Scullery Maid might not be as well known as The Dark Cully's Mistress but it will probably always be my favorite - and not just because of that awesome title! 
Who is Shiralyn Lee? Let's find out... 
Who is my favourite author?
I absolutely love Pat Califia, she opened the doors to write about pain sluts. I also like Sophie Kinsella, Sarah Waters, although I haven't read any Sarah Waters books, I have watched the adaptations of her works on T.V.
Do you already know what to write next?
Yes. I have a short story coming out very soon. Just waiting for the book cover to be designed. It's based on a lesbian FBI agent. She has some personal issues with her girlfriend but also has to solve a case with a young woman who was found tied up like a wild dog in a back garden. The woman does not speak but it is apparent that she has been living this way, at the hands of a monster, for quite a few years.
Describe your writing style.
I normally write in the first person sense, but, I have also written in the third person too. My work is lesbian genre and I have written stories that range from Victorian throught to modern day. They also range from light comedy erotica through to hardcore BDSM. The choice is yours :)
Do you have only one WIP or do you bounce around between projects?
I have 3 on the go. Case 321, the FBI story, Ruby Tipped Globes, an early eighteenth  century story about a female highway robber and A Victorian Romance, Lily finds herself following her fiance to Canada only to find that she is in love with his sister.
How do you feel about self publishing?
From my own personal experience, I am glad that I self published. I am my own boss, I set the price, I set the hours that I work, I set the deadlines/publishing dates. The less people who take a cut out of my hard work, the better. This may not be the point of others who have gone down the trad route and may not be for all who write. I just know that I prefer to be my boss.
Do you have a favourite character from your books?
I absolutely, hands down, love and adore Annie Smith, from The Dark Cully's Mistress. This book is set in the Victorian era and is about a prostitute who is taken in by Mr. Rotherham and lives as his mistress in comfort. But then she meets his wife, Rose. Let the lesbian drama begin. This story is written through Annie's narration with Cockney slang. The character, the storyline, the setting, everything about this book, whether you are straight or gay, will draw you in.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Star Trek FanFic: S'oren Daughter of Saavik - Chapter Four

S'oren came awake into a dimly lit world that stank like a scow, was as hot as the Vulcan desert and rattled like a busted machine. Before she opened her mouth, she remembered where she was supposed to be and hoped all had gone according to plan.
"Where am I?" she asked using the Romulan dialect reserved for the working and labor classes.
"You're fine girly," the ham handed androgynous being that stomped around the table she was laid out on responded in Romulan.
"Where am I?" she repeated waiting to hear the words her contact would say. She sat up slowly careful not to make herself dizzy.
"You're on my ship. Well not my ship exactly. But Captain Terik's ship. I'm Nex and you're going to make me a lot of money. You're going to make Captain Terik a lot of money. But I get some of it. I'm the one what found you. Well he found you, but I've been watching you. Not touching..." Nex's face flashed with irritation as it scolded itself. "Just looking."
Not what she wanted to hear. Silence was her best option at that moment. A quick physical examination told her she was unharmed physically, still had her space suit on, was rather clumsily bound by the wrists and ankles and was probably not as vulnerable as Nex hoped.
"Whatever are you going to do with me?" She parted her lips slightly, panted a bit and flashed her eyes about the room like a caged kitten. She willed the color to rise in her cheeks and her pupils to dilate. She had more weapons than her hands and feet at her disposal. She'd been trained to use her pretty along with her fists. She didn't know if Nex was male or female, but wasn't going to miss any possible chance at an advantage.
"Well," Nex said. "First of all that won't work on me. The pouty lips and the perky boobies. For what Captain Terik can sell you for I'd rather leave you just as you are."
"Who is Captain Terik planning on selling me to?"
The door to the compartment she was in opened with a clang. A Romulan male with the height and physical presence of one that could not be ignored strode into the room. He was shaved bald and had the markings of one of the laboring class across his forehead, but wore a confused mixture of clothing that left S'oren wondering where exactly he came from and who he might be. What she knew about Romulans came from studying them at the academy. She suspected there were holes in her education that would have to be patched up on the fly.
"Leave her alone," the Romulan said. "If she's harmed we'll make half what we hope to make. Go find food for her. Decent food. Not that stew you serve the rest of the cargo."
"Yes Captain." Nex stomped out of the room, the door clanging shut behind her.
"I don't know what you're hoping to do with me..."
"The universe is a large place filled with many opportunities for a young woman without ties."
"I have no ties," she said nearly sighing in relief. "And I seek opportunities. I am a poor girl that will work hard for her bread."
"Then let the fates carry you forward," he said. "We are going to the slave markets of Rela Prime."
"I am not a slave. I was born free."
"Who are your people?" Captain Terik asked.
"I do not know. I am alone."
"You are not alone, S'oren." He lifted her arm then ran a light wand down her forearm. A sting like a slap snapped against her arm. When he pulled the light away there was a marking on her arm which permanently branded her a free born member of the servant class. All of the identification she would ever require to move freely through the Romulan Empire had been etched on her permanently.
"We arrive on Rela Prime soon enough," he said. He tossed a large canvas sack at her. "Change your clothes. Leave your space suit and helmet in the bag. Nex will be returning soon. Don't eat what she gives you. That is unless you like space rat." He pulled a wrapped packet out of his pocket. "Eat this."
She caught the ration bar between her palms. "Thanks," she said.
"Don't thank me until you've tried it," he said. "Nex isn't terribly bright and she has the long term memory of an amoeba, but she's not a total idiot. The sooner you are off my ship the better off we will all be."
"What did you do with the capsule?"
"We passed a binary star system a few clicks back." He stared at her like an annoyed professor that is finished answering his pupils' questions. "Can you guess what happened or do I need to tell you?"
"There are some things I needed out of there."
He thumped his fist against a bulkhead which popped open. "Your stuff." He tossed her the gold bracelet which was a communication device and the seemingly innocuous satchel which actually held many secrets. "This is not as we say back in Texas, my first rodeo."
"How long was I out there?" She slid the bracelet over her wrist then opened up the satchel. She'd packed the bag herself and all was as it should be.
"Ten days," he said. "Give or take."
"I was only supposed to be out there for three."
"I was waylaid."
"How?"
"You ask a lot of questions." His eyes scanned the bulkhead signaling her to keep her mouth shut. "Change your clothes and make yourself presentable. You'll want to fetch a good price at the markets."
The door clanged open and Nex entered carrying a covered cauldron with two filthy rags to protect her hands.
"I'm not hungry," she said quickly.
"More for me then," Nex said setting the cauldron down with a thump. "Rela Prime Space Dock is on the comm requesting your clearance codes Captain Terik."
"Get yourself sorted out." He left without another word.
She slid off of the table she'd woken on giving Nex room to put her cauldron down.
From the bag Terik had given her she took the sort of loose fitting black thick legged trousers of a servant along with the long sleeved fitted shirt with tails which fell to her knees and slits up the sides to her waist.
She began to unclasp her space suit to remove it then noticed Nex watching her intently as she licked the gravy off of the spoon from the pot. "This isn't a show," she said.
"Sure it is," Nex said.
"Can I have some privacy?" S'oren wasn't particularly modest, but she didn't care to have the ogling Nex staring at her while she disrobed.
"No," Nex said dipping her spoon into the pot. "You're pretty. I want to see you without your clothes on. Besides, Captain told me to stay with you."
"No he didn't."
"He meant to," Nex said. "I want to see you without your clothes on. I turned the cameras on, but the Captain doesn't know that."
"You're disgusting," she said. She sorted out the rest of the contents of the bag which included undergarments, a cloak and the sort of conical straw hat which would be tied under her chin with a wide ribbon that servants wore.
Ignoring Nex and her penetrating stare, S'oren slipped out of her spacesuit leaving her just in the fine black bodysuit she wore next to her skin. She considered leaving it on, but knew that no servant would have such a garment and it would be foolish to hold on to it.
She turned her back to Nex and slid out of the garment only then realizing how hot the space trawler was. The suit had regulated her body's temperature to perfection and she was hesitant to give it up. The suit was discarded for the moment as she began to remove the sensors which had been so carefully placed on her skin.
"You're pretty everywhere," Nex said. "Your bottom is round and smooth."
"Get a good look," S'oren said. "Because you won't get another chance."
"I told the Captain he should keep you. He needs a woman."
"What about you?" she laughed.
"He said he'd rather eat a dog," Nex replied without a twinge of hurt but a whiff of confusion. "Can I touch you?"
"No," she said firmly.
"I want to touch your skin. How is your skin so pretty? It's so white. Like a fine lady. Why do you have skin like a fine lady?"
The door opened with a clang and Terik entered.
"Why aren't you dressed yet?" he asked clearly not as enamored of her skin or enchanted by her nudity as Nex.
"You try removing all of these sensors while someone is visually violating you."
"She has pretty skin like a fine lady," Nex told Terik. "You should have her before you sell her. Bend her over your bed and have her from behind. The in and the out." Nex demonstrated by thrusting her hips. "She looks like she'd scream and cry but good like that whore at Riga Station that gives it to you good and for free..."
"Will you be quiet?" Terik demanded of Nex. "Go and make sure the others are secured in the cargo hold and ready to be taken into the pens."
Nex walked past her to the door but not without taking her time to have a good look. "Your nipples are pink," Nex said. "Like flowers."
"Go." Terik jerked the door open and pushed Nex out. When they were alone he started to pull sensors off of the part of her back she couldn't reach. "I'd apologize, but quite frankly you should be able to handle a whole lot worse than that in this game if you're going to make it."
"Nex doesn't bother me," she said truthfully as she stood and let Terik remove the last of the sensors.
"I thought you were coming in under deep cover," he said.
"Why are you suddenly chatty? I thought I asked too many questions."
"I went and did a sensor sweep," he said. "No one is listening and V'rek is monitoring the room for anomalies. We're free to talk." He pulled the last sensor off of her upper thigh. "You're good." He walked around her to the table and leaned against it with his arms folded across his chest as he watched her without interest continue to dress.
"We can talk then?"
"We can talk." He grinned slightly.
"What is your crew compliment?"
"Me, Nex, another agent and two Romulans that would rather not have dealings with the authorities. We constantly run sensor sweeps." He placed a hand against a bulk head. "She doesn't look like much, but you might actually be surprised what she's capable of."
"Let me guess," she said. "Beneath her dilapidated shell beats the heart of a true warrior?" She pulled a comb through her hair then braided it into a long plait.
"The finest stealth ship Starfleet engineers could design. The USS Mata Hari can do warp 8 in a pinch and we're armed to the hilt. If we ever had to make a run for it, this is the ship to do it in. She is state of the art, outfitted for stealth, long term surveillance and is actually quite comfortable when not in rattling hulk mode. If I needed to I could point her to the middle of an asteroid belt or a nebula and hide out long enough for the Romulans to give up the hunt. Why aren't you under deep cover?"
"I choose to go in with my wits about me. The only thing that scared me about this mission was going in blind."
"I did it once. Never again. The only people that think field agents operate better in deep cover are people that have never been field agents. You know the drill?"
"I find employment with one of the middle houses. After a sufficient enough period of time to get a good reference, I will create a family emergency and leave. If I'm lucky I will get in with one of the great houses and land on Romulus. If all goes well, I remain behind in the Romulan Empire and continue to build my cover. Otherwise, I signal for help..."
"And with any luck I can beam you out before anyone knows any different."
"You're my handler then," she said. "You're not just some middle man."
"I am your handler," he said. "The original plan fell through about the time you were supposed to be retrieved. Be very grateful you had not already been picked up when everything went to shit. You'd either be dead on waiting to be traded as a prisoner of war."
"What happened?"
"That little call you placed to your boyfriend was intercepted."
"What do you mean?"
"You had to pour your little gray heart out to your boyfriend? That transmission was intercepted. Romulans knew an agent was being inserted. People died. Friends of mine. Agents that I've known for a long time. Agents that were worth a whole lot more than a rookie that couldn't resist one more chat with her sweetie."
"He is my husband."
"That makes it all so much better. Just so you know, a lot of people would really enjoy your failure at this moment."
"Including you?"
"No. Not including me. I would rather you make something of this shambles you created. Make those lives meaningful. Don't turn coward when you need to be bold. People died to put you into play. Never forget that."
"I won't."
"Good," Terik said. "Moving on. The Romulans are on high alert. They knew something was going down. They think they've intercepted the agent that was coming in, but they're paranoid to begin with. You, by the way, are perfect. What are you? Half-human, half-Romulan?"
"Human, Romulan, Vulcan," she said. "Didn't they send a dossier to you? You seem to have a lot of information to not know that."
"I hear the gossip," he said. "Not the facts. Too dangerous to have too much information. I operate on strictly need to know. You're ideal. Romulans are inherently prejudiced. They'd never trust anyone other than a pure Romulan to do a job that they would believe only a Romulan would be capable of doing. They'd never suspect you, because they'd never use someone like you as a spy."
"Good to know I'm good for something," she said.
"Maybe," he said. "But then again you've already racked up a body count."
"I know." She looked at him as he leaned casually against the table. "So Starfleet Intelligence has no idea whether or not I'm in."
"No idea," he said. "When it's less risky I'll try to get a message out. Until then, they're going to have to be content with the fact that no news is good news."
"You're not Romulan are you?"
"No," he laughed. "But no one would ever be able to tell. I've been altered down to the genetic level."
The comm beeped petulantly. "What?" Tirek demanded.
"We've arrived." A male voice said.
"Show time," Tirek said. "Hurry it up. I need to put you in with the rest of the property."
"You're a slaver?"
"Yes," he said. "Even the Romulans find slavers to be a disreputable yet necessary evil and try to avoid having any unnecessary dealings with us. It's the perfect cover."
"It's vile," she said.
"Precisely."
She followed him through the low ceilinged corridors of the ship. It was as she entered the cargo bay that she had a first glimpse of Riga Prime.
The M-class planet hung against the black velvet of space like a glimmering blue and green orb. Similar in composition and climate to Earth, it was a planet just like thousands of others in the galaxy. Hanging above the planet, away from the delicate sensibilities of good women and children raised sheltered from the ugliness and inequality of the universe was the slave markets of Riga Prime. Moved off world when the technology allowed for such advancements, the trafficking of flesh was one of those things the residents of Riga Prime knew happened, but didn't have to look at. It was the business of other people.
The exterior of the orbital station was unremarkable and to S'oren's eyes, was indistinguishable from any other structure of its type she'd seen with one glaring exception. It was the pale gray green color consistently used by the Romulans in building their space vehicles. Green like their blood. Green the color Romulans associated with rage.
Rage was the emotion S'oren attempted to control as she sat in the cargo hold with the slaves being brought to market.
It was a useless emotion, but it was preferable to tears.
They had been sat for over an hour and until they received clearance and a docking port, they would continue to sit. Around her were about three dozen beings whose lives were about to be altered. Most painful to see where the families that huddled together for what could be their final minutes together.
She realized as she tried not to look at the families that there were two children with no adults accompanying them.
A boy and a girl perhaps ten years in age. They held hands, but did not speak.
The girl troubled S'oren the most. It occurred to her as she sat staring at the two, that she knew little of her mother's childhood and had been easily rebuked at an early age. Inquiries into her mother's history were strictly off limits. What she knew was that when her mother had been a child, that Spock had rescued her from an abandoned Romulan colony then taken her in. It wasn't until later, after her mother had given birth to her, that Saavik and Spock had become engaged as a couple.
"What is your name?" she asked the girl.
The two children looked at each other, whispered into one and others ears then remained silent.
"I know you heard me," she said. "Why don't you answer me?"
A man dressed as tradesman leaned forward. "Probably because their mami told them not to talk to anyone other than the herder. Tell me girl, are you as naïve as you look?"
"I'd answer you, but my mami probably wouldn't like it," she retorted.
The man laughed. "I like a bit sauce with my sweet," he said. "Why don't you come and sit next to me? Get to know each other a bit better."
"No thank you," she said.
"Well since you asked," he said ignoring her withering look. "I'm Hiren. I am a freeman and a carpenter by trade." His boot nudged a large satchel full of tools. "With an impressive list of references that would make even your mami happy."
At that S'oren laughed out loud despite herself. "You really have no idea. My mami is a very hard woman to please."
"You'd be amazed at how intoxicating my charm can be. I have an attractive number credits and I seek a wife. A girl that will work hard, support me well and perhaps offer me comfort in the great universe. Tell me, are you alone in this universe? Who are your people?"
"I am alone. A girl with no family." S'oren swallowed hard. Words were sometimes just words, but in her line of work, they were often keys.
"You are not alone S'oren. The universe is a large place filled with many opportunities for a young woman without ties. What opportunity will you make for yourself?" Hiren's eyes studied hers as the back of his hand absently rubbed the line of his jaw.
"I have no ties," she said looking with interest at Hiren. Tirek has said there was another agent on board. S'oren believed she currently had the pleasure of making his acquaintance.
That or she was in the midst of the most eerily coincidental conversation she'd ever had in her life.
"And I seek opportunities. I am a poor girl that will work hard for her bread." She had been taught well what a Romulan freeborn of the servant class would say. It was possible that she was simply repeating a script as common as asking a stranger about their day would be with humans.
"Then let the fates carry you forward," he said.
"A man with references and credits has appeal to a girl," she said. "Are you an apprentice or a journeyman?"
"I am a master. Come sit with me girl," he said making a place on the bench. "Let's get to know each other."
S'oren rose from where she sat and moved to the place Hiren had made for her.
"I need you to do something for me," Hiren whispered into her ear.
She nodded slightly as she leaned into him a bit. He put his arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. "Don't worry about the children," he said. "If you are who you seem to be, then you would know that at the age those children are, they would be sent off to either a house to learn to serve or to masters for apprenticeship. They're not human. They're Romulan and you are frightening them by talking to them. Chances are their mami has warned them a thousand or so times to stay with the herder and to speak to no one."
He pulled back slightly to look at her then pushed a lock of her hair behind an ear and smiled at her. "I understand how you feel, but you must remember who you are S'oren Hfai."
"Who are you Master Hiren?" Like Tirek he had the clean shaven head brow markings of a Romulan of the trade caste. He was handsome and his eyes were a succulent pale green. A common color for Romulans, but nice none the less.
"I am a humble carpenter attempting to make his way in this vast universe. Do you look to like me girl?"
"I don't know," she said. "Should I?"
"Aye," he replied. "You should look to like me. There may come a time when the moons are full overhead on a pleasant evening and I may fancy a stroll through the park with a pretty maid. If you're of a mind I could call on you."
"I would like that very much," she said looking away shyly. "As I am a virgin of suitable age, I look to like you Master Hiren."
"Let's talk about quick courtships and love at first sight," he pulled her a touch closer. "Perhaps not today or perhaps not any other day, but there may come a day when you and I would make a better one than a two. Do you follow me lovely S'oren?"
"I do," she said. The one result of their conversation that shocked S'oren the most was how aroused she felt. Hiren was handsome without a doubt. So was Ajay, but Hiren had something that Ajay lacked. There was a sexual energy and a certain magnetism that the slight and cerebral Ajay lacked. It was the same sort of pull she felt towards Surak when she saw an image or watched a recording of him. Something was very different. Perhaps even wrong with her. It was possible she was having some sort of delayed physical reaction to coming out of stasis. Men, regardless of how handsome or sexual she perceived them to be, never quite lit a fire in her like this one did. Odd. "How will I contact you? The universe is a large place."
"I'll find you," he said. He ran a finger down the line of her jaw. S'oren held her breath for a moment wondering if he would kiss her. The ship gave a jolt and the moment passed. Hiren stood from the bench and walked to one of the small portholes. A moment later he returned to his seat next to hers. "We're being boarded." He pulled her near to him.
"Is this normal?"
"Yes," he said. "It happens often enough to not worry. You're going to let me talk for us."
S'oren waited patiently with her hands folded in her lap and Hiren's arm around her shoulders.
The door to the cargobay opened with a clang and Tirek followed by Nex and three Romulan grunts entered. The Romulan soldiers began scanning the room as if it were not filled with human cargo. After they had finished running their scanners over the bulkheads, they turned to the people. One by one their arms were scanned as they were questioned.
"Freeborn," the Romulan soldier that reached S'oren first addressed her. "Your markings."
"Don't speak to my woman," Hiren said simply without fear.
The Romulan officer looked at him for a moment then nodded. "Sela," he called out.
The only woman among the group of Romulan soldiers came up to them. "Name?" she asked S'oren without a pause as the man continued with Hiren.
"S'oren Hfai," she said holding out her arm to the woman. She was scanned along with Hiren then the soldiers moved on without a word. The soldiers continued to move about the cargobay until they were finished and moved on with Tirek and Nex.
"Your woman?" She kept her hands folded in her lap as she looked up at him out of the corner of her eye.
"Not the time or the place to let conventional notions of equality get the better of you," he replied.
"I'm not bothered," she said. "It's actually kind of nice in a thump me over the head and drag me to your cave sort of way."
"You like men that protect your honor?" Hiren laughed a little his arm again around her shoulder.
"Maybe I do," she said with a shrug. "It's not something that happens a lot in my life."
A second lurch gave everyone in the cargo bay a shake as the Romulan ship detached itself. Moments later they were moving in the direction of the orbital station. S'oren had a moment when she wanted nothing more than to continue on the path that had been chosen for her with Hiren. There was a sense of safety and security about him that she wanted to wrap around her like a blanket. It was foolish to deny she was frightened. Having a hero that was willing to protect her was extraordinarily comforting at a moment in her life when comfort and security were elusive dreams.